3 1/2 Months Left

Hey.. yeah you.. my memories that always be my sunshine after you go. Although, just for 4 months. I cant express this feel. I think i lose all of my words if now im facing you. I know you cant laugh if im beside you but i know you miss me. First time, i knew that you told me as your lil sis to your ex girlfriend. She’s kind and i like her. You told me that i’ll go to senior high school and she told me to be like you, smart and succes like you.

Hey ... yeah you.. my bro. I know that you love me but you never show me the feeling. I remember something, a picture when we’re still child and you hug me. Im still try to find the pic. Do you remember that? Your words, voice, habit always make me mad or cry. The only person who can make me burst into tears because of your words.

Hey.. yeah you.. my tomorrow. Tomorrow is Eid Adha and this is the first time that me and your parents celebrate it without you and actually, i wana cry but it will never change anything because you still in there for 4 months till January.

So, this is always be my hope everyday and everytime im with our lord. I just hope you safe – you good – you health – you okay – you always remember Allah. I want to tell you more but my heart is almost down.